When my Alex told me she was not going to continue studying, I thought I could handle it.
She's 17, doesn't know what she wants, I mean she knows she wants a job; I thought she'll have 1 year break, think about what she wants to study, and enrol on something.
So she's doing nothing, trying very hard to find a job, her own way, althought not following any of mum's advice and experience.
And not being very successful.
A few hours here and there, casual work, spraying perfum or applying makeup on customers.
And appart from that...sleeping all day.
So when I come home from work at about 4.30, I may find her still in bed.
And she loves to party, actually she's obssessed with partying.
Every single penny she earns is to go out or buy sexy dresses.
And I tell her to be home at 2, and she arrives at 5.
I'm tired of being so worried...and not sleeping properly, as I can't sleep until she's home safe.
Oh dear, I'm just tired, that's it... Oh and I love babies, til they start talking
